How Many People Could "REALLY" Handle the Return of the Christ?

I found out about the Christ when I was 11 years old. No, he was not taught to me. I was snooping around in my older brother's closet one day, a post card fell from the top shelf and landed right in front of me. The man on the cover was floating in some clouds with beautiful sunrays coming from behind. I took the card into the kitchen where my mother was washing dishes. I asked, "Mom, who is this?" Then she sent me to Sunday school. I lasted but two weeks at Sunday school because a pastor attempted to scare me after I ventured off from class in search of Jesus (the man on the post card). 33 years later I am still a fan of the Christ. BUT 500 TIMES MORE EDUCATED! In 2003 I was given a revelation. That revelation was to type up every single word that was printed in red within the King James Holy Bible. These are the DIRECT words of the Christ. Or shall I say, "The truth from the horses mouth". I studied my new doctrine daily. And daily. AND DAILY!!! I read in the bathtub, while I was on the toilet, when I went on hikes, in the jacuzzi. I shared my knowledge with my wife and child. Even shared this new knowledge with friends, and even strangers. I highlighted what I definitely understood. Every time I understood a lesson, it felt positive in my heart. I would then run it past my wife and if she understood, the lesson was 100% learned. The more I read, the more I understood. The more I understood, the more I wanted to live it. The more I wanted to live it, the more I wanted to be like the Christ. The more I wanted to be like the Christ, the more I understood. This cycle continues this day! In the beginning only some phrases, parables and lessons were highlighted. Today, 3/4 of 75 pages are highlighted! I said to myself, "I will read this doctrine until every page is highlighted". Once the entire words of the Christ is highlighted I will be qualified to take the show on the road. Which brings me to today, the year of 2013. I have taken my show on the road. I have taught about the words of the Christ in various countries such as South Africa and England. Those countries are still not ready to learn! It seems that Westernized countries cannot grasp the lessons. Pastors have told me that the they were afraid to hear the red text (In which I call, "The Gospel of Jesus). I have had Christian friends borrow the doctrine just to come back and tell me, "I do not understand it". I lost many friends, simply because the red words were too deep. And all the friends I lost were "Christian". The only people who seemed to understand eye to eye with my teachings were Muslims! Two years ago I was given a Quran (I own every religious book of importance except a satanic bible). But when reading this Quran, it seemed to parallel with the red text. So this is why Muslims understand the red text. So my question stands: Would people really be able to handle the Christ returning? I will tell you honestly. "NO, they would not!" Yes indeed I have met souls who would face the Christ face to face if he walked onto their property. They would accept his return and go, do as he wishes. I myself am one of these people. A few years ago I was strolling my backyard at night by the rose garden. I saw a vision of the Christ. It was not human form. It was like the opposite of a silhouette. Meaning: It was the outline of a man about 6 foot, 3 inches tall. Inside that outline was daylight! Yes, daylight! Everything within that outline looked like it was daytime. My roses were there in full color, plain as day! HOW DID I KNOW IT WAS THE CHRIST YOU SAY? When I stumbled upon that silhouette, a sudden feeling came over me that it was the end of the world and that I had to go retrieve my wife and child. "No, I was not high on natural plants. I had not been drinking." I quickly walked over to my wife who was sitting on the porch at the time. She asked me, "What is it". THAT ALONE, was proof that I saw the Christ. It was real enough for me to rush to get my wife and child. When I turned around to see he did not follow me, I quickly realized it was a test. Soon as I turned around to get my wife and child; the thought alone was enough to show I believe! Many could not handle this test. Many have already been tested. So my point stands. I teach to over 3000 students now online and in person. I teach DIRECTLY from the gospel of the Christ. Most people when I speak about these lessons in person, they close their ears to it. So if they cannot handle the truth I speak; HOW ARE THEY GOING TO HANDLE THE DIRECT WORDS FROM THE CHRIST HIMSELF? IT GETS EVEN DEEPER THAN THAT The past year I have been studying the gospel of Meri of Magdala (Mary Magdalene). Last year a man found a piece of pamphlet that belonged to the Christ. Apparently it was a book he wrote. Ironically the book was called, "The Book of Love". In this book he speaks about being married to Meri of Magdala. And so I chose to focus on her now. I have found out that she was the one who took the Christ's lessons to the next level. It was like Jesus/Yeshua told her his ideas and she put the ideas together and discovered the meaning. Meri's doctrines are actually deeper than the Christ's. But it was still the Christ who taught her these lessons. But the power of husband and wife as one is always "THE ULTIMATE POWER!" Since studying about the Magdalene, I have found interest in one particular part: When Meri saw the "Savior" outside of the cave. She saw the same thing I saw in from of my rose garden. She did not see the Christ in his full human form. It was the silhouette outline! So the Christ really did speak to me that night. Just last week he spoke to me again. But this time it was in the company of God and Meri. They have asked me to start a ministry. An online ministry that may travel anywhere on this planet. I have always listened to "The Voice". I am a firm believer that man's first voice is the voice of God. He/she must always listen to the first voice. Not the second! By listening to "The Voice" I have learned many things. Magical things like balancing rocks, putting holes in clouds and many other things. I have the divine wife, child and life today from listening to that first voice. The very same voice that has asked me to start a ministry. Two days ago I began to consider this task. I sat in my shower for over an hour thinking about this task. I thought about how parts of the Bible represented evil simply because men listened to their voice. In which that voice was not God at all, but the devil (themselves). I though about how Christians use to ask me if I believed in god. I would always tell them, "Believe in him. I KNOW HIM!" It would always anger them. In which I felt that was unfair. How come I was not allowed to hear "The Voice". But after taking a long thought about it, I told "Father" that I was not ready. Then that same day I hear that the satanic church will now be allowed to share their religion with society... AND SO MY DECISION HAS CHANGED! ~ One must always ask him/herself: If the Christ knocked on the door of a home and said he was the Christ. Would one open the door?